In Their Own Image: Sobriety Powwow Self-Portraits
For MPR News
In August of 2018, the Mash-Ka-Wisen Treatment Center held its 40th annual Celebration of Sobriety Powwow. The day of dancing, food, and celebration was held on the grounds of the country's first Native-centered addiction treatment center in Sawyer, Minn. Evan and MPR News intern Lacey Young cleared out a shed nearby and set up a self-portrait booth for participants to take their own photo and share stories of their journey in recovery.
Watch a video by Lacey here. (All images facilitated by Evan Frost and Lacey Young) Click each participant's name in the caption to hear their story in their own words, and listen to them all here.
![Sigwan Rendon of the White Earth Nation fought methamphetamine addiction and homelessness. She’s been sober for 55 days. Born in Minneapolis, she belongs to the White Earth Nation. She’s been in treatment three times, twice at Mash-ka-wisen which she cred](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/f0a00a68-8beb-4c82-87b2-96ce998e48ee/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-1.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
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![Paul Falling came to Mash-ka-wisen for his second time in spring of 2015. He’s been sober since he was incarcerated on April 8, 2015, just after his step-daughter died in a car crash. While he was jailed, his son was slain in North Minneapolis. He now wor](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/624596ec-5c13-49d8-bde4-1152b137bcc9/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-2.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Colin Cash of the Mille Lacs band of Ojibwe is 30 months sober. He survived a heroin overdose in 2015. “When I shot up the drugs, I knew instantly that it was too much.” He prayed he would survive so he could see his son, Brendan. Now his 12-year-old son](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/287b5381-7463-4558-8967-677995ef6a6a/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-4.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Robert Kesner of the Fond du Lac band of Lake Superior Chippewa uses meditation and connecting with nature to help in his recovery. He describes himself as “gratefully recovering alcoholic and drug addict … I would have went back and told myself, you’re g](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/b230e718-2869-417c-9ef1-baf2b5967c25/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-5.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
Robert Kesner of the Fond du Lac band of Lake Superior Chippewa uses meditation and connecting with nature to help in his recovery. He describes himself as a “gratefully recovering alcoholic and drug addict … I would have went back and told myself, you’re going to die. This is going to kill you.”
×![Robert Kesner of the Fond du Lac band of Lake Superior Chippewa uses meditation and connecting with nature to help in his recovery. He describes himself as “gratefully recovering alcoholic and drug addict … I would have went back and told myself, you’re g](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/f07b3f5c-8600-46de-9684-33157b6dcaed/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-6.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
Shandelle Friedman of the Fond du Lac Band of Lake Superior Chippewa has attended the powwow her entire life. She's been in recovery for 20 months and now works as a technician at Mash-ka-wisen. She credits the cultural aspect of treatment for her sobriety. "A lot of other treatment centers talk a lot about God but don't really show you how. Here I was able to connect with my higher power."
×![James Fisher of the Leech Lake band of Ojibwe came back to Mash-ka-wisen just a year after graduating the program in 2016, this time it was for a job doing maintenance. In treatment he learned beadwork and went meetings, which he attends weekly. “It feel](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/75a59021-beed-412b-a23a-094371c2b305/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-3.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Timothy Tiessen of the Fond du Lac band of Lake Superior Chippewa just past 80 days into his recovery. He grew up in Sawyer on the Fond du Lac reservation and has witnessed the effect of drugs and alcohol here: “Sawyer used to be a lively happy little tow](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/e3d842d7-d617-4934-8044-1553e74d0e8c/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-7.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Monique Lynn Crow of Rosebud Sioux Tribe in South Dakota has been sober for about 4 months. She’s a recent Mash-ka-wisen graduate. The cultural treatment helped her see herself as a sacred woman: “This is the first time in my life that I’ve been truly hap](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/ede9f567-561e-4adb-a89d-366e4446d2f6/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-8.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Two Suns, as he wanted to be known, of Sisseton Wapheton Oyate in South Dakota has been sober for four months. Has been to Mash-ka-wisen nine times, most recently two years ago. He now lives in North Minneapolis and hopes to stay in recovery with the hel](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/f0ef28e0-ddec-466e-8fbd-3e43c597f3e9/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-9.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Elwin Benton of Fond du Lac built the Mash-ka-wisen treatment center and has attended all sobriety 40 powwows. He was the director of the center for 30 years and now sits on its powwow committee. Working toward his 52nd year of sobriety. He compares treat](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/4b1ad521-9537-4512-bfe2-1963c9733672/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-10.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Lee Abramowski, of the Fond du Lac band of Lake Superior Chippewa has been in recovery for 18 months. Spent 87 days at the Mash-ka-wisen treatment center last year. “I’d just had enough,” he said, “I did dope for 20 years.” He said the key to his sobriety](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/1bd17bcf-6a2a-48d2-bc7d-6072511540b3/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-11.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Coco Gomez of the Mille Lacs band of Ojibwe started treatment at Mash-ka-wisen on July 19. She’s been in treatment before, but this is the first time she’s been able to stay longer than 2 weeks. “I haven’t learned the 12 steps yet, but I know the first o](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/87290fd8-ab75-4e81-bcc8-8cf2a8483258/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-12.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)
![Ricky DeFoe came to Mash-ka-wisen for his first of three times when he was 21. DeFoe, whose native name is Gwiiwizens, meaning "a boy," now returns to the treatment center as a fill-in and cultural advisor. He uses what worked on him to help others, “The](https://format.creatorcdn.com/fb67c3ab-4535-44f3-8d5a-ebfeccc4cd29/0/0/0/0,0,2400,1600,700,1600/0-0-0/568753a2-d5d6-468a-9d59-7e4cec626743/1/1/InTheirOwnImage-13.jpg?fjkss=exp=2037610939~hmac=6483e29977fe454ce72ec19adbecb6c9e5eab8d704b6d6511bc5e156a62343d3)